2003-07-23 - 10:52 a.m.
I just want to say that depression as a disease totally sucks. it creeps up on you when you aren't paying attention and then hits you upside the head until you want to bang your head against a wall repeatedly just to get your brain to stop thinking those things.
i hate this disease. i don't want to take medicine. it gets worse when i have my period which i do now.
How can i change this? will i always be like this?
it's not that i want to die or kill myself or anything, i just want to go to bed and hide from the world. or maybe hide from myself.
ah. the light bulbs are going on.
i hate this.
blessed be~
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